Like many, my spiritual journey has not been easy, there have been tears and heartache, seen many of my friends and family pass over into the spirit world and has been quite lonely and frustrating at times, but with all that in mind I could never be the person I am today, without experiencing all these things, how could I possibly help others who have been through the same, how could I possibly understand how someone else feels when their loved one passes over. I find that all the things I've been through have been for a reason the obvious one is to learn, the other is to help other people who have been through the same I have found that I meet people who have had exactly the same problems and experiences as me, like I was meant to meet these people to help them through their problems.
On and off over the years I have suffered with chronic pain and strange symptoms, pain, tingling, numbness, losing my balance among other things and the past few years this has got worse, becoming increasingly difficult to do my job at work, some days better than others, but in a nut shell it`s like having really bad flu 24/7. Visits to doctors and hospitals and I felt like I was banging my head against a brick wall with no one believing me about my symptoms, so I kind of just put up with it and thought I was going crazy. It wasn't until I met a beautiful, kind and loving lady, now my partner who pushed me once again to try and get this issue sorted. Reluctantly I went back to the doctors, sure, there were times where I felt I still wasn't being believed, "You don't look ill" and "its all in your head" kind of thing. Eventually I did get referred to a specialist and in November 2017 I was diagnosed with Fibromyalgia, finally I felt like I was getting somewhere and I wasn't going crazy!